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My Sober Daydream

by foamboy

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1.
Better 05:16
is it the fact that it gets dark by 5 the reason I can't get out of bed? flinging wildly from job to job (I think about running away, a new town that'll fix it) reading self help articles maybe (this one'll say something different, just meditate more) just get better come on, just be better?!! fucking crawl out of your sheets you got to get up today you'll be missed or so they tell me you got 12 hours of sleep got to get up today I'm no further along than I was two years ago with a cap and gown balled up on the floor when i work hard I'm too tired to do anything I like (oh my God I'm a wreck, my carpet covered in clothes) if I'm part time at the kitchen I'm too lost just get better come on, just be better?!! fucking crawl out of your sheets you got to get up today you'll be missed or so they tell me you got 12 hours of sleep so it's bad either way, don't think about it, don't think about it so it's bad either way, don't think about it, don't think about it
2.
i don't wanna get over you but that's the only thing left to do joy in a bad point of view happy to be in the wrong with you cut my legs for you tell myself it was for the feeling- smooth between the sheets i stare myself down pick my face apart and wonder how you'd see it if i could read your mind i could sleep at night if i could read your mind i could sleep at night
3.
Laundry 02:55
i got way too deep how many times will i lose my shit washed my sheets to distract me i got way too lost diving in because there's water, i couldn't sleep even if you let me i gave way too much to someone with so much laundry up and i almost did it for you you got comfortable or you got bored, i couldn't tell so who's making your bed now? way too deep for someone so medium
4.
Hate Me Too 02:16
if i were you i'd hate me too after all, i kicked you out with little warning after all, i should have seen what i was playing with (he said) "you should come with a warning" it's looking bad for me how many matches i chew up and spit out probably think too highly of myself not a good look for me think about the way you'll defile my name if that's the way it ends, well how many more times? if i were you i'd hate me too
5.
thought of you under a peach smoothie sky it was too early to see it right and I know it's dumb 'cause you're over it I watched our rivers of words turn to blocks of ice was it ever summer? the joy I invented the bliss I'm sure I hallucinated was it ever summer? the joy I invented the bliss I'm sure I hallucinated the joy I invented the bliss I'm sure I hallucinated the joy I invented the bliss I'm sure I hallucinated we all wear pain, right? why does it feel so wrong to feel anything at all fuck me for getting involved is 5am night? the sunrise doesn't look so good when i'm stupid missing you fuck me for getting involved
6.
you were always so kind and i couldn't get you off of my- tempering my expectations i'm trying but i still stay up all night plan what i'll say for all i know you've found another one and when you left me it was about me yeah i'm the worst after all where have you been the past 6 months? lay up all night plan what i'll say after all where have you been? you had my number
7.
Alien 01:33
i feel like an alien in my black clothes and my white hair made at home in a town that doesn't know me i could be a friend of yours in my dark hole and a good head full of jokes you'd be lucky to know me or so i tell myself to the mirror sometimes pulling my skin off about it illusion of scarcity i've been holding on to this whole time "nobody here really likes me"
8.
Logout 02:29
i'd like to log out and be sitting just stuck in my room just stuck you'll beat me out foam in my mouth just sitting, just stuck
9.
Shelter Me 04:48
you never shelter me so i'll be the first to leave promise to keep the peace but you never shelter me you never shelter me (when i need it) so i'll be the first to leave (when i'm needed ) promise to keep the peace (can you keep it) but you never shelter me one thing you could always do is keep me waiting i don't like it slow, isn't it hard to play it cool? i hate it! you pull on my sleeves but you dont know me yet i see our kids, i see you walking the first time we fight one missing text and i'll ask everyone if you're worth it, you gonna show up? you never shelter me so i'll be the first to leave promise to keep the peace but you never shelter me you never shelter me (when i need it) so i'll be the first to leave (when i'm needed ) promise to keep the peace (can you keep it) but you never shelter me I give too much the weight changed I give too much (she’s hard to bear)
10.
Backseat 05:22
i've got no control over my life or any of my choices in the backseat of my own brain i'm fucked up at the party in theory it never really ends the way i want self driving cars are the future (in the backseat) head outside for a smoke yeah that's glamour, that's what i want for myself, but my church girl habits wont allow it i'm 18 in a widow's body making good choices in the backseat of my own brain what we did back here then keep your hands on my arms tell me i'm still young that's the plan, on the line staring down 23 wore my sleep mask to work only been here a year 50 hands on my shoulder assure me i'm still young, my god keep swimming forward - did you know that sharks don't - have to

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released October 1, 2021

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foamboy Portland, Oregon

post-disco pop duo comprised of producer Wil Bakula and vocalist Katy Ohsiek

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