1. |
Smoke Machine
04:11
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I don’t know
I’m not there
And I won’t let myself look
Are you fine?
Are you
Glad I’m gone?
Ooh
What did I do to bring this on?
You
Murder me to my favorite song
What am I on?
Oh predictably awful you
And if I exist
I must be waiting for proof
Why did you go
And kill everything I used to love?
Can’t see through the smoke
Machine that I turned on
I’ve
Got to turn my face away
You
Murdered me in my favorite way
What am I on?
Oh predictably awful you
And if you exist
I must be waiting for proof
Why did you go
And kill everything I used to love?
Can’t see through the smoke
Machine that I turned on
Can’t see through the smoke
Can’t see through the smoke
Can’t see through the smoke
Can’t see through the smoke
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2. |
Yours Or Mine
02:36
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Looking up at you
Sitting in a pool
Is this blood yours or mine?
Every month you don't talk to me
Is getting close to never
Tell me you forgot about me like
The last two years happened to someone else
And I wasn’t really there
Is the blood yours or mine?
Is the blood yours or mine?
Step all over me, a crumb on the floor
Didn’t even clean it up
Silence the snap of my bones
You didn’t even turn around
With something heavy on your mind
I could never understand
The last two years happened to someone else
And I wasn’t really there
Is the fault yours or mine?
Is the fault yours or mine?
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3. |
Burnout
03:01
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You were studying the whole summer
Well so was I
Are you smarter than me?
Do you want it more than me?
I’m the burnout who can’t focus to save my life
Is it my fault that all I wanna look at is you?
Is it my fault that all I can look at is you?
Try to make me feel better
It almost works
But I don’t like your help
Is it my fault that you tortured me the whole time?
At least now you can’t torture me anymore
Is it my fault that all I can look at is you?
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4. |
Not A Go
02:35
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This is not a go
We don't balance each other out
Leaning over on one side
Pressing our knees together
In the backseat of someone else's car
This is not a joke
Though our hands will touch again
I can't plan myself for you
Grow out my hair for you
Turn up my phone for you
Just in case you call
This is not a go
We don't balance each other out
Leaning over on one side
Pressing our knees together
In the backseat of someone else's car
This is not a joke
Though our hands will touch again
I can't plan myself for you
Grow out my hair for you
Turn up my phone for you
Just in case you call
You can keep me or not
You might drive me away
Your shore is cold on my feet, baby
You can keep me or not
You might drive me away
Your shore is cold on my feet, baby
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5. |
Sarah
00:58
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I haven’t felt this way since
Eighth grade with my best friend
But I liked her more than she did me
And it ended abruptly
Just figured out what that means
Remembering her hair
When she taught me how to bake bread
Played Owl City on guitar
Sing in bedrooms for just me
Just figured out what that means
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6. |
Take My Place
00:44
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Lying on my face, need
Someone to take my place
Form me from the sheets on my bed
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7. |
He Fucking Texts Me
03:06
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Every time I make a mental note to move on
I decide it's unrequited love that's scheduled to die
In the summer, so I might as well move on right now
Because there is no chance that he will ever change his mind
He fucking texts me
There is no other way I could be understood
I’m convinced that you’re the only man on earth who would
Have capacity to listen and to hold me down
But there is no chance that you will ever change your mind
Change your mind
Change your mind
The hours of us
The hour drive away
Is coming so soon
Are you afraid?
Would it change your mind?
Would it change your mind?
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8. |
Song About You
02:11
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You say "it's fine" well, is it really?
Ilt doesn't bother you but you're bringing it up for the tenth time
Do you wanna talk about it?
A conversation beyond "that song is about you" is overdue
Yeah, fucking hell, that song's about you
What are you going to do?
Am I bored or is this real?
If we get into it, well maybe all I want is a love note
Say how long you were about it
Just how many months were you trying to get with me and do
You still think I'm the girl of your dreams
Unspoken shit comes out in a group call
Unfinished daydreams still in our heads
No ending, just a song about you
What are you going to do?
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9. |
imtryingimtryingimtrying
01:57
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I’m trying so hard to forget you
I’m also trying to talk
You’re still on the map
I found out on accident
I feel inside out, I look like hell
Lovesick isn’t the word for it
If you made me miserable
Then how is it fair that it’s my job to make me feel better?
I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying
Now six months have passed, tell me
How is it fair that I'm still miserable, never better?
I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying
Do our dreams mean anything?
I know sometimes they’re nonsense
But sometimes they’re so on the nose
The writing team in my head ran out of ideas, reached for the obvious
And now I’m wondering if you ever see me at night in your sleep
like I do you
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10. |
COOL!?!
03:25
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Get a life
Get a job
Find something better than terrorizing me
With your moods
With your face
Unreal how much you mean to me
It's not fair I'm so much cooler than this
I thought I was cooler than this
It's not fair I'm so much cooler than this
I thought I was cooler than this
Like god!
We’re adults!
Still you’re pushing me on the playground
My friend, I deserve better
Then your neglect spilled on everything
It's not fair I'm so much cooler than this
I thought I was cooler than this
It's not fair I'm so much cooler than this
I thought I was cooler than this
It's not fair I'm so much cooler than this
I thought I was cooler than this
It's not fair I'm so much cooler than this
I thought I was cooler than this
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If you feel nothing
Well, how can you feel any type of way about me?
Can't stick around for the good days
Can't drive to your house not knowing if you're gonna touch me
How did you let yourself get here?
I can't imagine how it feels
Sometimes you feel nothing
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
A dotted outline
A suggestion of a personality
Compared to you I'm too much
And how is that supposed to make me feel about myself?
The worst part is I've lived this twice before
I know exactly how it ends
But I still can't look away
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
I know there was something there
What happened?
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12. |
Exit Sign
02:55
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I drink my drink too fast and I
Chew on all the ice
Bathe in the green glow of the exit sign
If you and i are not the type
To stay in touch i guess i’d rather die
Burn in the green glow of the exit sign
I wish i could enjoy all the things I used to
All my stupid hobbies remind me of you
Showing up in my dreams just to walk all over me
And I let you have all the control
I drink my drink too fast and i
Chew on all the ice
bathe in the green glow of the exit sign
if you and i are not the type
to stay in touch i guess i’d rather die
burn in the green glow of the exit sign
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13. |
I Wish You The Worst
00:46
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I’m so mad at you
But revenge wouldn't taste any good
I wish you the worst
But not more than I wish you would talk to me
Reading old DMs, wanting more
Fucking up my heart, keeping me down
Spitting, stepping on my own heart
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Don’t let me wear your sweater
Don’t touch my hand when you pass me
My hold on reality is slippery
You could convince me it's all mine
you haven't wanted me for awhile now
for how much we lock eyes, you're slippery
You followed me around the park
And everybody noticed
You drove me home again
Turned your car off in the driveway
And we sat in the dark talking
My breath caught in my throat, I wanted to
All I'm trying to do to be better
Not so quick to fall for old narratives
No disguise for the way you look at me
Going out of our way to
See each other every day
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15. |
Eating Me Alive
04:14
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You're eating me alive, through my neck, and I love it
It feels good when you hold my head underwater
Drown me under the covers
Buried hands in my hair
My body in the backyard
No one knew I was gone
Or if they did, where I was
I’m leaving you alone, still I feel so demanding
So chill of me to resist calling you back
I’ve gotten so good at that
But I still thought of you
On the interstate
What do you think about
When I'm not around?
You’re shaking up your life in a month or two
You don’t need anything from your past life to haunt you
So I guess that’s that
We’ll go separate ways
Like we’re destined to
Still you chewed through my throat
And I’ve got marks to show
Buried hands in my hair
My body in the backyard
Make me doubt my worth
Make me doubt my worth!
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16. |
Not A Go (Club Mix)
03:22
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17. |
Speaking Terms
01:56
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Just dreamed you were
Diagnosed with something deadly
Allen, you were
You were gonna die and we weren’t
On speaking terms
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18. |
Waffles & Syrup
03:52
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Drown my waffles in syrup
Don't seem to want to grow up
It's too soon to settle down but
I love this view of the parking lot
I love the parking lot
When will I grow up?
Fake roses and linoleum
The neighbors loud, the music on
It's too warm to stay awake but
I'm up all night with tea and rum
With the music on
But I'm always gone
I’m too young to say
Forever, forever
Who knows the next time I’ll say
Your name, your name?
drown my sundays next to you, I
Leave obligations for your love
It’s too soon to settle down, but
We’ll share this bed, if you want
Somehow it’s not the same
Now you’re a boring holiday
What the hell is
Forever, forever
You’ll always leave me monday
It’s perfect, it’s fine
It’s perfect, it’s fine
You’re perfect, you’re fine
You’re perfect, you’re fine
You’re fine, you’re perfect
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19. |
Afterthought
02:18
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Anger I can taste
Sleep I’m losing
The colors and songs and sports I’ll avoid
They remind of you
If we were not involved
Harnessed to each other
I would sooner believe
You lied
(Fuck you dude! I am not an afterthought)
(I am not an afterthought)
I am not an afterthought
I am not an afterthought
(Anger I can taste)
I am not an afterthought
I am not an afterthought
I am not an afterthought
I am not an afterthought
I am not an afterthought
I am not an afterthought
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20. |
Feels Like Drowning
01:58
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21. |
Can't Fall (Katy's V)
02:58
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If you feel nothing
Well, how can you feel any type of way about me?
Can't stick around for the good days
Can't drive to your house not knowing if you're gonna touch me
How did you let yourself get here?
I can't imagine how it feels
Sometimes you feel nothing
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
A dotted outline
A suggestion of a personality
Compared to you I'm too much
And how is that supposed to make me feel about myself?
The worst part is I've lived this twice before
I know exactly how it ends
But I still can't look away
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
Can't fall in love with you, can't fall in love with you if you're not there
I know there was something there
What happened?
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